Just wanted to let you all know I'm still drawing! While it's not quite as much pony as I've been drawing the last half-year, I'm still alive! And I know it's no one's business, but I'm just going to sit here and whine for a bit. I need an outlet.
Man, being single sucks. It's so empty. I've been on a dry spell for well over a year and a half now. The whole "YEAH FREEDOM" phase has long come and gone and now whenever I see a pretty lady I just get all sad. I'm sure some of you can relate. It's a pretty common occurrence among humans. Part of the reason I got into ponies was because it took my mind away from the real world and all the social awkwardness and insecurities that come packaged with it.
95% of the day I maintain a positive attitude and keep waiting for my moment to shine, but I get impatient. It hasn't come yet. Still, I put on a smile and work my way through these lonely months.
And I know I'm not lonely. I have my friends, my family, you guys. And it's great! I get lots of interaction from you all and I couldn't ask for a better group of people to converse with. Though I still feel empty. I feel like I just want to sit somewhere, with someone, and watch something, and share a moment. And I want it to be deeper than that. I want it to be closer. I want it to be intimate.
I realize that this is probably corny as all hell, and I might even regret typing this all out. I'm probably being stupid, and I'll bounce back eventually. I'm just feeling like I'm in a rut right now, and I miss talking to you guys on a weekly basis.